The invitation unopened, but already
The presence of a yes. Enter or exit—
Revolve between—we go once more
Into prayer. What is remembered is
What simply won't be washed away.
Words particle to breath—swill, sweep,
And storm. Said inside procession of,
Said limbo, said lowered bar each time—
The dancing king marionettes through
The syllables of his forgiveness. To be
The words of gods diving from the lips
Into a manger or said swift to the cross,
Some dribbled wine that's wiped away.
So it is inside out and outside in—broke
Vocabulary puzzled back to whole in
Portable shrines, depart and then arrive.
The name you'll have to say a marble
In your mouth, a bolt bright-coughing
In the vault, a thorn into your aging flesh.
What will you say when it arrives?—
Small message of tangled roots, sapped
And sinewed clarity, the opening words
That smolder when you have yet to believe.                                  
								                                 *
                                  So easy to mistake the sky for heaven
                                    Or the ground for all we've got. Gravity
                                    Does her mundane and thankless job,
                                    And we forget what keeps us pinned
                                    Down to the earth. The days shuffle,
                                    Small graces which we easily forget:
                                    Like orange peels, a nearly finished book,
                                    Beads of water on a sweating glass. We 
                                  Walk up to the rail and call it communion—
                                  It's reunion, it's address. Saying what
                                    We think gods want to hear, but the heart's
                                    A little atlas with island unexplored, mind's
                                    An anthology of losses parchment in
                                    The evening air. What tethers each amen
                                    We say, what words fly so far and fast—
                                    The indecisions we forget. Air bound up in
                                  The lung, every prayer a blasphemy at last.
                                                                 *
                                  No—not a reliance we can name—
                                    Each map has folds and tatters, respect
                                    Its paid in silence. Each morning
                                    The infant searches the terrain of breast, 
                                    Hunger blinked in sweet breaths.
                                    Each morning a blade down the hill
                                    Of his cheeks and washed out through
                                    The drain. Always what we give away
                                    Brings us back together. Compassed
                                    In magnetic abandon graced of patters
                                    In the weather: pantapon hues, moon-
                                    Rise, dusk matter, small snow. What
                                    Trembles in the sky becomes just as 
                                    Inexact. And we enunciate the angles
                                    Of our prayers by moving just enough
                                    To bump into our walls. We keep to
                                    Naming the body by what it is or isn't,
                                    What it was or can't quite be—tendoned
                                    Topography set down and turned back
                                    To itself. To get it right just once would be
                                    So nice—asphalt, fission, static cling, 
                                  Jupiter light like tangles in the stars—
Our better angels sketching the unseen.